Please refrain to punish me, please refrain to bother me

I once was weak, and once was sheltered

As you already knew

Can you feel my suffering, can you give an offering

gaze through me, gaze through my soul

As I learn to break through






the serrated blade, running to- and- fro the vain

entropies my pain, let it drain, let it drain.

The crimson bleeds down, from wrist on to my leg

with spurts of soulless fluid, let it stain, let it stain.

I've come to a place where life has lost meaning

I'll lay here and die in the pool of my own being.

The body lay still, pale skin, cold as stone

but with a soul that has died so many years ago.













ATROPHIC SENSES

Scornful whispers laying in its wait, denatured views of wisdom and it's hate

ripples of splendor come before my eyes, eradicating all the human race.

the remains lie in the wake of the drone

the pain germinates in the womb of the crone

casts of silence coil within my throat, emitting terror from within its silent waves

and as it paves, in its superior gain, it leaves my mind in its cephalic bane.

the recurrent bliss of the aneurism 

begs for the need of my souls schism 


and as we forge for existence

derailing time and space

in it's celestial gain

the divine reins

its throne











Sensory-motor incoordination
mind to body insubordination
Diminished attention
a loss of affection
no heir for one to bequeath
Disturbamce of vision and perception
lethargy and pains mass deception
witholding agreession
with my holy ascension
I leave you my soul to bereave










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stoning raucous crowds

By their contorted beliefs.

Drawn and quartered remains

Lay dormant in the streets

Sleeves tattered and ravel

Blood runs cold to the bone

Cries of terror fill the night

Souls lost to the crone

Reaping death squads

Vigilante car bombs

Religious lynch mobs

Burning napalm

Counting mass graves

Streets left blood paved

What's made of inside jobs

Leaves us with Patriot laws

I care not for their theory

I'll Stay true to my beliefs

While I wear my heart on my sleeve

They bare IED's

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Washing from shore brings forth a forgotten tide

then the brakish water retracts, in just a blink of time

Full moon sets in, shallow forms to deep

The abyss will pull me in, with death soon to greet

Waist down in fury, it shears without restraint

the riptide is the jury, it's pull no longer faint

High seas leave me breathless, my eyes look to the sky

If this monster consumes me, will life be pacified?

Vision become lucid, muscles become weak

I do not fear the abyss, the abyss fears me

Submerged into the wake, lying in wait

I become one with the coral, forever immortal 


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Visions of darkness are brought forth by a cradel of filth,
clearing a path for life that is inert.
The flood of terror clinches to its prey,
from the legeon of darkness my mind creates.
An umbillical destruction reveals the truth,
from the shadows of death where my sould pulls through.
it's the murderouse, infectiouse, infedelities
that taunt my exposed insecurites
there is no time to bleed
with overwheling hostility
the end is what i see
this is my proficy
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life without prosperity has bound my pride, concealed my fate and left me to bleed. its not my fault I cant believe my conciouse has failed me and left me to die. If I could get a chance, Ill make you see, that your the one who left this void inside of me when I touched your hand it pulled me from this void, desperate for this life which we can behold. how could you deny and leave me in the cold, but you kept hiding, it dragged to my void.lost and blind, I dont know why you took a life consumed by hate and resfused to stay. an eye for an eye, and eye to see, discretion held inside with no words to speak. If i could get a chance, i will make you see that your the one who put this void inside of me when i touched your hand, it pulled me from t his void, these cuts have been healed but this hearts not yet whole, you took my words in vain, well I took your soul. and as you drop my hand, i succomb to this void.
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