July 30, 2010
Trying new things and moving forward in a different direction. It took a lot of work but I made peace with all of my ties and have found a conduit to move and start something new. I am looking forward to seeing something new for a change and adapting to whatever may come. It is comforting to know I am not bringing any baggage with me. I have taken my full time attention to higher education, successfully, once again. It's a great feeling to move far away, and continue in the sciences, where shit makes most sense. I'm not here to shed skin and rid myself of my past or anything totally emo of the sort. I have become too familiar with my surroundings, and desire something different. After all, we still live because of our abilities to adapt, and some would say everywhere is exactly the same. I agree with that, but staring at the same clock on the wall for 20+ years leaves you stagnant and almost in a bit of a psychosis. I will avoid that at all costs.
Separation sucks. But the older you get the easier it is. Everyone moves in an algorithmic form. We separate paths on a daily basis. Some distances happen to be further than our comfort zones can handle. My path just so happens to be 1,000 miles away.
Posted by Adam Snell
April 3, 2010
The difference between venting and complaining are night and day. Simply when you talk to someone about your problems and ask for a positive resolution, or speak to the point of compiling your own, we call this venting. On the other hand, if you to talk to someone about your problems just for sport, we call this complaining. I am very respectful of peoples personal problems. I am not talking about the typical relationship issues, but drug addictions, and family issues. I have lived through bo... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
March 21, 2010
All artists have their muse. A particular external source that gives the artist the ability to create what they're good at. It could be a person, place, or object. Something that holds beauty that cannot be described, but essentially uses it's force to create whatever is that the person specializes. I can go through the past and see what it was that gave me inspiration, and try to duplicate it, but as we evolve our basic concepts of beauty and inspiration evolve as well. We look for that part... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
February 7, 2010
I could be complaining about the insomnia I've been stricken with, I could be complaining about the Post-Acute Withdrawal that has been dwelling, or I could be complaining about my treatment and probation. But I deal with that every waking moment, and If I didn't find any of those undesired, I guess you could call me neurotic. I guess it is the Snell way to bite the bullet and just fucking deal with shit. I guess if you continually handle such a load of fuckery, your plate seems to be able to... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
November 30, 2009
reality is subjective as they say. We all can't conform to one linear way of thought as it would render us as drones. But even in our individualistic ways of thought, we succumb to the proximal and superficial comfort zones of false realities. Escaping such can be impossible. Isolating ones self may be a cure, but the prognosis is never positive. In order to reach a collective understanding of reality requires one to understand other niches as a whole, and in order to understand the aforement... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
November 15, 2009
we are not all devoid of emotional damage or blemishes. There has been at least one key incident in someone's life that changed them considerably. I guess in my people watching hobbies, I find it one of my most important tasks into finding whats wrong with people via their interactions or communication. This is just not on a matter of an subjective assessment. I do this on dates, during football games, and any social occasion. This may be a terrible trait to me but I feel it sharpens my skill... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
November 13, 2009
one way to a decent in humans is to take out the factor of survival of the fittest. to factor out fight or flight. and to perpetually leave them without danger and to only hyper-create. This my friends is the ultimate demise of our people. hyper-development transitioning into a monoculture will always be broken to its lowest common denominator or likewise diminish. as we live longer our world overpopulates, as we overpopulate we lose resources. As we lose resources we break down nutrients and... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
November 4, 2009
As a person who works and massively communicates with people on a day to day basis, I find that many of us lack the attribute we all tout about ouselves, individuality. Humans are the perfect example of creatures who show complete arrogence and narcisissm on a day to day basis. What is wrong with this? well when we conform to our social norms we fix our notions and intellegence with that as well. We fixate on a title, and we practice the actions of what it entails. for example most western ne... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
September 29, 2009
comparing me to my peers may be idiosyncratic, and none the less out of the ordinary. I think I spend most of the time as of late trying to find my comfortable pace and conduit of success. I will keep this short being that I am finally by a computer and have some venting time. I hate to be disillusioned by victimization because it seems that throughout these few years I have taken many steps towards personal success to either have it trashed by someone else or myself. My thought is that I am ... Continue reading...
Posted by Adam Snell
September 17, 2009
Life is a penduluum that sometimes casts you into mediocrity, and systematic processes of waking up, going to work, sleeping, and rinsing and repeating. Something I cannot seem to ever understand or tolerate. Work means money, and money means trivial things that I need, but the shitty part is what you lose. A certain someone told me the cure to writers block, is to write. So here on my algorithmic writings part 2 I am, in an impromptu manner, speaking what I feel needs to be said. Although no... Continue reading...
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